Sunday, October 2, 2011

I feel like memories are hard to forget, but sometimes you try hard not think about them because you have to get over something, such as a friendship. Just when you finally feel like you have let go of what has been and come to accept that you can't hold onto that person anymore, you have to run into that person, and you start to miss them again. Seeing them made you remember how it used to be, how you used to have a part in that persons life. You regain that hope of regaining a friendship. You start thinking of ways to fix things, even tho you know that person isn't interested in your attempts. You begin to think about them often, and you wonder if they ever think about you, if the urge to text you ever comes across their mind; but in reality, you know it doesn't.  I know I can let go, but i think in order for me to let go I have to forget. But I don't think I want to forget. I want to hold on to what our friendship was. I just want to pretend that it's still there. I don't want to have to come to terms that one of my best friends is gone

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Sometimes

Do you ever find yourself missing someone?

Someone who isn't gone?

But not here anymore either.

And you think of all the ways to make it like it used to be

But really, it can't be like it used to be

All because people change.

For better or for worse

Mainly they just change, they are the same, yet you feel like you don't know them anymore.

But we all change

We all grow

We all go our different ways

Find what is important to us

So all we can really do is accept that some people come in and out of our lives

They help you grow

Shape you as a peerson

And sometimes you just need to let them go

You don't have to forget about them

Or pretend like you were never close friends

But realise when it's time to let go